Wednesday, January 27, 2010;
♥ 1/27/2010 12:12:00 AM
I think i maybe
Falling for you>>Hello! (:
Been too lazy/busy to blog recently. Everytime i thought of smth to blog, the feeling to do so just got
zapped away the moment i sit in front of this laptop.
But anyhoos, i hope everyone's enjoying
every single thing in their life right now! (: Embrace life, and treasure it. This way, when it's gone, at least you can spare yourself the pain of regrets (of not treasuring it in the first place).

Dont forget to breathe slow.
Count from one to ten, with my eyes closed.
Sometime ago in 2009!
Dejin's place for a
delicious meal! :D

Chef at work! :D

Appetizer!

Main course!

Tiramisu!


Goody friend! :D

Thank you,
chef! (:Surfers' xmas party at darren's! :D




Oh oh, i've a photo of him which i promise will be up on my blog! :D

THANK YOU VERY MUCH,
DARREN NG TENG YI. FOR DONATING
BLOOD, AND BEING SUCH AN ANNOYING YET ENTERTAINING AND NICE FRIEND TO ME. STOP BEING MEAN TO ME, IRRITANT!
BUT YAY, PINK BAND.
YOU LOVE PINK. :D
Picnic at Marina with clique on one beautiful, windy saturday, after a terrible horrible poa test. ):
Bryan's
belated birthday celebration! (:
But it's such nice weather to be out in the sun, almost of us had a tan.



I really think the guys in the clique are super cute when they take group photo. :D



Many things happening lately, be it the few number of
redcross events which i'll be involved in. Or the various things that are happening at
home. Or even the
exams papers that are waiting for us in March/May.
Everything seems so heavy, making me feel so
weary. ):
A clown can't make a fool out of himself forever.
And one can't keep smiling forever.
But above all, i just hope i'll have the
reassurance from someone, anymore, or everyone, that today will end and
tomorrow will be a better day; a better start.
So if you're in my shoes, and you needed
this kind of assurance. (:
Tomorrow will be a better day!
Labels: 07S07, better day, idk what to feel, meetup with friends, surfers
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009;
♥ 11/25/2009 04:38:00 PM
Am i crazy or falling in love Is this really just another crush>>City Venture 2009 - The Final Destination was totally
awesome. :D
Sure, it definitely
isn't one of the best well organised event, but i had such a
blast with the
9 other insane peeps! :D :D
BOOMZ-SHINGZZ! Y'all are aced! :D 




















All 500 over photos are up on fb, a
million thanks to darren!
Hahaha, oh gosh oh gosh! I wish i could have the
patience to tell you all about it! All the
fun we had, all the
silly things that happened which make us laugh til our
tummies ache.
So much,
so much!But, i dont think i've the
patience to do so. (:
Go see those photos on fb and
share our joy! :D
This is definitely gonna be one of the
many many things that i'm
so ever grateful for, during my journey in campus! :D
BOOMZ-SHINGZZ, loads of misses! <3
I feel so ______. Idk why things become like _______. I was so ______ to be so ________. Now i feel like a _______.I feel like i'm being
thrown off the hill, without a safety rope tied around my waist. &all i know is, i'm just going down,
down, down, down, down (&the story goes on and on).
Shucks, i need to feel
normal soon!
Same ol' rule:
One Day to Recover.
Labels: City Venture 2009, disappointed(but i cant do anything), idk what to feel
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009;
♥ 8/11/2009 11:11:00 AM
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where i'm supposed to be now>>This song used to be remind me of the movie.
But now, it reminds me of
ULP 2009, cos of A2's campfire performance. Haha. (:
Anyways, see what's featured on
Today on 8 August!
Fairfield, oh
Fairfield.
♥s!Sometimes, it's
amazing how things just grow onto you, &even
into you.
Somethings, as
amazing as
Fairfield. (:
Not all schools let their students have the same kind of feelings. But i'm sure
Fairfield is. (:
It isn't the same now, anymore,
sadly to say. But it's okay, as long as the
memories you hold of it remains, everything is fine already i guess. (:
Oh, it's Fairfield, at Fairfield.
Where all the world is bright.
Where
love is in the sunshine.
&the hearts are gay, &brighttttt! ♥
soewiftw.itiioa.thciftuadatttwmjdaanguta. :\
Oh, &i'm back in office when i type this!
Labels: Good ol' fairfield, idk what to feel
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Saturday, May 09, 2009;
♥ 5/09/2009 09:16:00 PM
Come feel this magic
I've been feeing since i met you
Cant help it if there's no one else>>I had
breakfast this morning at
4am.
Reached home at
5am.
The howling wind &heavy rain made it
ultra comfy to sleep.
Woke up at
1pm.
This is life, being able to sleep
past 0730. Heehee. (:
But i guess once is enough, i wouldn't want my biological clock to go
haywired.
Sometimes, i will feel like the
happiest girl on earth, being super contented with whatever i have at hand.
Sometimes, little minor things in life makes me feel
so happy, as if i have the whole world under my control.
Yet sometimes, i will feel as though i'm right down in the pits, when i've hit the
rock hard bottom.
): I love the first two statements,
i hate the last one.
Labels: idk what to feel
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Saturday, February 21, 2009;
♥ 2/21/2009 09:14:00 PM
I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around>>
Met up with joel on wed, after work. Hahah, i cannot believe i almost couldn't recognise you, yknow!
Tsk! You gotta stop changing your looks, joel! (: Either that, or it meant that we need to have more meetups. Haha. (:
Katong laska was the bomb! (: Headed down to Cold Rock for some icecream.
Hahah, it's nice catching up with you! Hearing interesting stories bout you, &i bet you enjoyed hearing my stories as well, yes? How we dislike a certain type of fruit. :D Hahah, SSHH!
No pictures taken! Cos i know you're a guy who doesnt enjoy the company of a camera, yes? (:
BBDC after work on thursday &friday, &another one session tmr morning. :\ I think i'm gonna boycott gombak &batok for a period of time soon.
Met up with hl on friday while i was on the way back home from BBDC. Hahah, i know i said i wont post this up. But aiyah, nvm lah hor? :D We were sitting on a big rock by the carpark for chats &all, then suddenly smth dropped down from the branch with a loud thud (okay, it went piak instead, i think). &it turned down to be some four legged creature. DAMN GROSS i tell you! Ugh. ):
But it's still a nice chat with you by the rock, sweets. (: Let's hope our wish come true. (:
Met up with the sec sch girls for a quick meal today at jp, as yy's farewell meetup. Ahh, a little pity mrs grapes couldn't make it! ): It'd be alot more fun i guess!
The waiter serving our table seems really sick! Hahah, honestly! Why dont you get a day off work? Tsk. We gave yy her farewell gift, then there was a long pause of awkward silence. Hahah, but joa broke it off by laughing. (:

Only photo taken, before we went our separate ways.
(: Dear y'all! I just want to say, life in sec sch, esp sec 3 &4, became so enjoyable &memorable cos of the company &friendship i had with y'all! I really miss those times. (:
I really hope this friendship of ours stays. (: Really.
&dearest yy! (: Have fun in aust okay! Please dont get a new aussie boyf then forsake us &mh! HEHE. Kidding. You can get an aussie boyf there, just dont forsake us! (:
Hope you like the book! (:
I met up with bp after the girls left. Walked around aimlessly, chitchatting & just hanging around.
Thanks for zooming down to save me from boredom okay! (: &of cos to hy, who chatted with me on the phone while waiting for bp to come down. &bryan, who came down to meet us when i said im in jp. Thanks thanks! (:
Went bakerzin with those 2, &bra &i had 12 pieces worth of the free flow of bread. Hahah, we've all since really understand the imptance of money! &walao, the vinegar plus bread really sting my tongue. ): I hate it now. ): ):


Bra left, while both of us continue combing jp. (: Thanks for the company, friend!
He's just not that into you seems pretty okay. (: I mean, it gets boring initially which makes me feel like falling asleep, but it gets more interesting towards the middle. (: Yeah, some girls just think too much &usually end up thinking wrongly. TSK. stirdkhtf.cysmpad.wdyabmuthattmbttg?
One of the worst thing that can happen to one, is when the mind tries so hard to find an excuse.
&when it finally did, the heart came up with more than ten within the snap of a finger, to make that particular excuse useless.
&i hate it.
Labels: i fear (really), idk what to feel, meetup with joel, sec sch girls
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Saturday, February 14, 2009;
♥ 2/14/2009 10:48:00 PM
Back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything>>Nfc 2009 was held at
Fairfield this year. (:
A tinge of
pride in me, when i see cadets from all over singapore coming down to
Fairfield, where the
annual Footdrill Competition is held. Really nice.
I'm proud of being a fairsian. &i'll
always be proud of it.
Fairfield gives me
too many memories, both good &bad. Way too many. If not
Fairfield, i guess i wont be
who i am today. Well, not that i'm actually
somebody today. But aiyah, you get my point. (:
I'm thankful for Fairfield.
Really thankful.Fmssrcy, you might have lost nfc 2009, but it's okay! There's always a next round,
&the next. I don't request for y'all to be the champion in the competition, i just want y'all to be champions in the
journey. (:
Learn all your mistakes &correct them in time, for the next competition which awaits us. &i'm very sure, one day, the
silverware will belong to us
rightfully.
So, dont be
discouraged or give up, kids! (: Let's push one another along this journey, &
continue fighting on. :D
Anyways, on a lighter note, i met up with
bffl ytd after work! :D
Happy black friday, dearest! Muacks!
Thanks so much for everything you gave, the gifts, the
memories, the company, the etc.
Actually whatever i want to tell you are all in the book already!
Yeah man, let's make that a book of our memories! :D









Thanks dear, for the listening ears, the firm handshake, the steady shoulder, &the assuring hugs when i needed them.
Forget me not while you're in china! (:
Amanda leong! :D
Ohmygggg. Thanks so much for your blogpost dedicated to me. Yes yes! I'm so
touchedddd ttm (like what you like to say). Hahah. :D
I miss you too! I also want to go jalanjalan with you, makan with you, playplay with you, talktalk with you, spend time with you, &everything with you too!
&WHEN IS OUR NEXT GATHERING GOING TO BE!Haha. Thanks girl for listening to all my stupid complaints &
_____. Thank you, for being so
understanding as well! :D More emails okay!
Today's
v day! Spent this day with AB. Ahh, missing H, if not it'd be another
AHBF gathering! Haha, next time okay!
I tell you, it's uber
embarrassing cos i took the wrong bus without realising, &ended up pretty late while meeting those two guys. &of all the places available in the world, we settled for smth
cliche like
Pizza Hut. Hahaha, yes!
Pizza Hut! &worse, i can't afford to eat my all time favourite Curry Zazzle br cos of my
dying throat. ):
We went
Big Bookshop after that meal, before going for a round of
tangyuan. Seriously, try the peanut ones only! I dont think the rest are any nice! ):



Hey guys, thanks for the company! (:
There're still so much more i need to say, still so much more i need to understand.But i guess it's all too late already.Maybe things are better off left this way.I'm moving on already.Labels: amandaleong, date with bffl, fd comp 09, idk what to feel, move on
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.